Soo Hello, I am back writing.. I deleted several blogs from here.. mainly because I am temperamental and so tired of looking backwards... everytime I logged on I only saw the ugly messed up in our lives..

So here it goes...My Middle Child finally go this disability approval.. This has opened several doors for me to locate better quality mental health help for him.
He is now 11.. 5ft4 and 125lbs.. he is quickly becoming stronger.. so much more that by the time he is 13, I am positive he will be able to get out of my holds on him that keep him from harming himself and others...
We are working with new and better therapist whom my son actually likes! this is a huge accomplishment....

My youngest started kinder.... he loves and hates it.. His best thing is he can write his numbers, and is starting to write us letters... Love seeing my kids learn...
I am sure you are wondering what happened to home schooling... well... LIFE happened!
since being stuck back in the area of my DV past... my stress levels and anxiety have been through the roof.   Not to mention my health has been up and down.. due to stress and other things that I will not go into right now..

My daughter, who did start her freshman year in public school,,,, decided dealing with the girls obsessing over boys and sex and parties was not for her. she has since started taking classes online and hopes to have her AA and diploma at 17... she is very dedicated..

As for my husband and myself... well being homeless was not easy on any of us.. and my husband and I have suffered the most..
He was out of my home for over 2 months, and are struggling with several aspects of our relationship.. What we need most is time together... but honestly.. I think most couples need that ..
I probably have either restated things from my last post or have you so confused as to what the *(& happened to them! LOL  I suppose I will read the past blogs and fill in any blanks that do not hurt my heart to mcuh..

more to come...
HUGS